Weekend spent at a resort

Last Saturday and Sunday went to a resort named ocean spray for one of my dads family meets.. was one hell of a place. excellent ambiance... great food... nice scenery all around... If you have the money.. then definitely its a place to spend time at... But because of the things happening on my side.. was not able to fully get into all the activities... spent a lot of time thinking... I have been put in a very strange situation.. being hated by people that you like is something very common and happens a lot of times in all peoples life... but being loved by the person you love but at the same time you have to move away from that person just to make sure that person has a happy life ahead.. well thats a situation that doesnt arise in everyones life.. and i seriously dont want anyone to experience it also... its one hell of a shit hole to be in... you will be overwhelmed by both happiness and moroseness.. Happy for being loved... morose for the simple fact that.. for your love to be really truthful.. you need to sacrifice the love and not only that... go totally out of touch... almost become invisible so that the gal whom you thought was the one made for you can lead a perfect life... it stinks does it not... well... its true.. and i have to do it.. its no use to love someone and spoil their life.. instead you can just love them and make them happy by going away from them.... Yenna kodumma sir idhu.... :(